I can measure my existential alignment by asking myself a single question:
What do I not know?
If I can quickly recite or imagine things I do not know, then my orientation is inessential. The totality of everything that is knowable is a fluid quantity that I decide. When I believe there are things I do not know, then there are. It is merely a belief.
I can understand the nature of the second place by considering the following:
- I can experience jumping. I am not jumping right now, and therefore me jumping does not exist until I jump.
- I can experience Russia. I am not experiencing Russia right now, however I believe that Russia does exist right now.
Why do I treat these two situations differently? Why is my experience of jumping different than my experience of a place?
They actually are not different. They are both actions; one is simple, and one is complex. They both expose the same basic principle: everything I imagine is a potentiality. I can experience jumping. And I can experience Russia. I can watch other people jumping. And I can watch other people experiencing Russia. But until experience them, they are only possibilities I can imagine.
Both jumping and Russia are imaginary potentialities. The diagram below shows the entire range of my experience. Every single conceptualization and perceptualization can be placed into this diagram.
![](https://iamist.faith/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/the-distortion-3-1024x598.png)
To reorient toward the essential, I must systematically challenge, undermine, and deconstruct all imaginary aspects of my inessential existence, starting with the outermost ring I have labeled “the unknowable”. With effort, I strip away the reality that I have invested into everything imagined until I am able to concentrate on my immediate inessential. My mind does not race into the unknowable past or future; it remains firm and focused.
In time, my answer to the above question is “nothing”, for I know that I know everything. I know that it is a choice.
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